Welcome to my blog!! My name is Erica and I am a friendly gal that enjoys nature, family time, friend time, but most of all laughing time!! :) This blog mostly documents my learning experience from senior year! :) I originally started this blog for my AP English Literature and Composition class but have made it my own! You will most likely see post about my interest, opinions, and English course! Senior year is over so my post will be on my interest and opinion only.
You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go.
-Dr. Seuss
Monday, April 14, 2014
Why Picking Your Berries For $8,000 A Year Hurts A Lot
Original Article here: http://www.npr.org/blogs/thesalt/2013/08/07/209925420/why-picking-your-berries-for-8-000-a-year-hurts-a-lot
As the supply chain that delivers our food to us gets longer and more complicated, many consumers want to understand — and control — where their food comes from.
But even if we meet farmers at the farmers market, urban consumers are still largely divorced from the people who grow, pick and package our food. And we may even willfully ignore their suffering, argues Seth Holmes, a medical anthropologist and professor of health and social behavior at the University of California, Berkeley, in his provocative new book, Fresh Fruit, Broken Bodies.
For two summers between 2003 and 2005, Holmes lived on a farm in the Skagit Valley of Washington state. The farm produces strawberries, apples, raspberries and blueberries to sell to berry companies like Driscoll and dairy companies like Häagen-Dazs. He traveled there with a group of Triqui Indians, across the border from their hometown of San Miguel in Oaxaca, Mexico. As Holmes soon learned, the Triquis make up the very bottom rung of the agricultural labor ladder and earn between $5,000 to $8,000 a year.
Holmes stayed in the camp with the other laborers, in a shack with a tin roof and no insulation. Over the winter, he traveled with the Triquis to Madera, Calif., to prune grapevines in a vineyard. In 2005, Holmes went back to medical school, but he has continued to visit the same workers nearly every year since.
On the berry farm, Holmes picked fruit once or twice a week; the Triqui workers picked seven days a week, rain or shine, without a day off. And that took a heavy toll on their bodies: back and knee pain, slipped disks, Type 2 diabetes, premature births. As one Triqui worker he calls Abelino told him, "You pick with your hands bent over kneeling, your back hurts; you get knee pains and [hip] pains ... You suffer a lot."
We talked to Holmes about his time with the Triquis; here's part of our conversation, edited for brevity and clarity.
What was the most surprising or shocking aspect of the food system that you uncovered in your research?
"Before I did the research, I had a sense of the hierarchy of people involved in the food labor chain. But over the course of the first five months, it became clear that the hierarchy is much more detailed and subtle. There are indigenous Mexicans [like the Triqui] who occupy the rung with the most demanding physical labor — they're the ones who are bent over picking. The mestizos operate the machines — that's not quite as demanding. Then the U.S.-born Latinos are in charge of some things, and use English and Spanish. The white Americans have the most control.
"What was troubling was that people on every rung of hierarchy are legitimizing and justifying it. Farmworkers are doing that, too."
Do you think that hierarchy is representative of farms in other states in the U.S.?
"I think it is. The indigenous people from Mexico and Central America have the least powerful position. The system is different in California, because farms tend to hire a contractor to get big fields picked or pruned. The contractor goes out and finds laborers, and in my field research, I found that system to be worse in the sense that farmworkers are not paid directly by the farm. There's no paper trail. When we were in California, every time we pruned, we were paid less than minimum wage. With that system, labor laws are less likely to be enforced. But in Washington state, the farmworkers were hired directly by farmers, who were more likely to pay minimum wage."
Do you think that the American public cares about the labor required to produce our food?
"We talk so little about the people who do the work that gives us the fresh fruit and vegetables that we want. Farmworkers are pretty hidden, and there's a concept from Jean-Paul Sartre, the French philosopher, called bad faith, meaning self-deception. My simplified version of that is that we consciously hide from ourselves the difficult realities of the workers. We somewhat know them, but we don't think about them much. In that way it seems like 'communal bad faith.' "
Why do you think the people in the food movement calling for changes in the industrial food system don't talk much about the labor issues?
"On some level, a lot of the food movement is concerned with: How does this food affect me and my body? Are there hormones in it? Antibiotics? Pesticides? But the workers who are harvesting the food and spraying the pesticides — their bodies are human, too. Ideally, we would think about them and what's going into that work. If there are ways that we, as consumers, can lend a voice towards farmworkers having health care that will protect the bodies that are working so hard to give us the healthy food we can eat, I think that's really important."
So you think the health care available to farmworkers is deficient?
"In Washington state and California, the people I met were pretty lucky to have independently run, grant-funded, nonprofit clinics to go to. But it's unclear what will happen with the Affordable Care Act. The law is wonderful in lots of ways, and will increase access for a lot of people, but there are no provisions for immigrants. Meanwhile, immigration reform is stalled, and it looks like part of the reason is that several representatives won't vote for reform unless newly legalized immigrants will not be eligible for full health care. But the people who are getting sick to help us get a healthy diet deserve health care."
It's clear from the book that you don't really blame the farm owners for the poor living and working conditions of berry pickers. As you write, "The corporatization of U.S. agriculture and the growth of international free markets squeeze growers such that they cannot easily imagine increasing the pay of the pickers or improving the labor camps without bankrupting the farm ... many of the most powerful inputs into the suffering of farmworkers are structural, not willed by individuals."
"Sometimes it is fair for us to blame farm owners. But sometimes it isn't. We also have to look at the North American Free Trade Agreement, and other free trade agreements. In general, the problems in agriculture are long-standing."
What do you think is the most important thing for consumers to know about the people behind their food?
"Farmworkers help us be healthy by harvesting fruits and vegetables, and they're helping the health of our economy by paying sales taxes and Social Security. But we are not prone to value their health or bodies or well-being. That seems disrespectful and unfair."
Macbeth Act 5 Notes
Scene 1:
Foul whisp'rings are abroad. Unnatural deeds
Do breed unnatural troubles. Infected minds
To their deaf pillows will discharge their secrets.
More needs she the divine than the physician.
God, God forgive us all! Look after her,
Remove from her the means of all annoyance,
And still keep eyes upon her. So, good night.
My mind she has mated, and amazed my sight.
I think, but dare not speak.
Scene 2:
- Gentlewomen explaining to Doctor that Lady Macbeth sleep walks
- Lady Macbeth always has a candle near her bed side
- rubs her hands as if she were to wash them...
- Lady Macbeth speaks of old man and blood (who?)
- her hands will never be clean
- Speaks of Banquo and how he is now dead and buries and can't possibly come out of his tomb
- "What's done cannot be undone"
Foul whisp'rings are abroad. Unnatural deeds
Do breed unnatural troubles. Infected minds
To their deaf pillows will discharge their secrets.
More needs she the divine than the physician.
God, God forgive us all! Look after her,
Remove from her the means of all annoyance,
And still keep eyes upon her. So, good night.
My mind she has mated, and amazed my sight.
I think, but dare not speak.
Scene 2:
- English Army is near
- Rumor has it Macbeth has gone mad and is guarding his castle
Scene 3:
- Malcom=medicine of sick country
- Macbeth believe in the witches prophecies “Fear not, Macbeth. No man that’s born of woman Shall e'er have power upon thee.” Then fly, false thanes,
- The attack on Macbeth is confirmed
- Macbeth wears his armor
- Asks Doctor to cure wife and country
- Soldiers get prepared to fight
- grab branch from forest and hold it up to try to trick Macbeth
- pep talking each other
Scene 5:
- The army is approaching
- Macbeth says to many horrible things have happened to him that he is no longer afraid of horrible things
- Lady macbeth is dead
- tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
- Moving forest=english army
Upon the next tree shall thou hang alive
Till famine cling thee. If thy speech be sooth,
I care not if thou dost for me as much.
I pull in resolution and begin"
Scene 6:
- Malcom, Siward, MacDuff
- ready for battle
- putting the branches down and showing who they are
Scene 7:
- "What’s he That was not born of woman? Such a one Am I to fear, or none."
- Macbeth and young Siward face to face
- young Siward is killed
Scene 8:
- Macbeth rather see others die than himself
- MacDuff and Macbeth fight
- insult each other
- MacDuff says he was not born from a women/ c-section?
- Macbeth is afraid to fight
- Ross breaks the new to Siward that young Siward is dead
- MacDuff carries in Macbeth's head
"...As calling home our exiled friends abroad
That fled the snares of watchful tyranny,
Producing forth the cruel ministers
Of this dead butcher and his fiendlike queen,
Who, as ’tis thought, by self and violent hands
Took off her life; this, and what needful else
That calls upon us, by the grace of Grace"
Sunday, April 13, 2014
I wish I did it for the growth not for the grade
I am tired and burnt out. My motivation to finish the school year with good grades or at least descent grades are not for some paper called a diploma that somehow validates who I am. My motivation is my provisional acceptance to San Jose state.
You know how I know that I am burnt...I am playing the game. I am playing the system. I am not learning I am passing by. I study, I work hard, I am a great student, but I have lost the love for school. Actually I am not sure if I ever liked it, far less ever loved it. The first emotion that comes with the word school for me is STRESS and HATE. I realize that education is valuable and I am so very lucky to have one in America. I also realize that school has taught me to accommodate to situations. If I have to pass a test or class I have to study for it. Basically what that means is cram all you can the day before...after the test forget everything! I am tired of being labeled as "smart" because I have a high percentage in a class. I hate schooling! It has taught me to LEARN FOR THE MOMENT but NOT FOR A LIFETIME. I am programmed to get stuff done for a grade. I am encouraged to follow the rules, and not to question the system.
I love learning...actually learning. Educating myself and others because we want to...NOT FOR A GRADE BUT FOR GROWTH!
I am burnt and now you know why.
You know how I know that I am burnt...I am playing the game. I am playing the system. I am not learning I am passing by. I study, I work hard, I am a great student, but I have lost the love for school. Actually I am not sure if I ever liked it, far less ever loved it. The first emotion that comes with the word school for me is STRESS and HATE. I realize that education is valuable and I am so very lucky to have one in America. I also realize that school has taught me to accommodate to situations. If I have to pass a test or class I have to study for it. Basically what that means is cram all you can the day before...after the test forget everything! I am tired of being labeled as "smart" because I have a high percentage in a class. I hate schooling! It has taught me to LEARN FOR THE MOMENT but NOT FOR A LIFETIME. I am programmed to get stuff done for a grade. I am encouraged to follow the rules, and not to question the system.
I love learning...actually learning. Educating myself and others because we want to...NOT FOR A GRADE BUT FOR GROWTH!
I am burnt and now you know why.
Saturday, April 12, 2014
In the Spirit of MUST
Today I went to Avila Beach with my siblings and a family friend. I decided to try something new...boogie boarding (I think that is what it is called). I have never in my life put on a wetsuit much less gone in the ocean with it. Though I was scared as hell...today was a neat experience. Once I became a little comfortable with the waves I got over some of my fear. The key learning experience here is that nothing becomes normal or comfortable until you try it!
I'll try to upload a video of the experience...
THE CROSSROADS BETWEEN SHOULD AND MUST
Where are you in relation to the crossroads, and which way do you see yourself headed?
- Should is how others want us to show up in the world — how we’re supposed to think, what we ought to say, what we should or shouldn’t do. It’s the vast array of expectations that others layer upon us. When we choose Should the journey is smooth, the risk is small.
- Must is different—there aren’t options and we don’t have a choice.
I have been living a life of should for seventeen years! There have definitely been some gleams of must, but not enough to convert my life to it. All of my life has been fulfilling expectations for others and for myself. These expectations are things that I should do in order to some day do what I must do.
In relation to these two roads I am on the edge of the cliff looking down and trying to figure out how I could safely get down to the must platform. The really confusing thing to me is what the hell awaits me in this must platform?
I have been doing what I should for so long that I have been blinded from what I must do. I do not plan to be a should person for the rest of my life, but I do plan to be one until I figure out how my should relates to my must, or if they even relate at all. I have faith that the dots will connect and that my calling will come when it is meant to come. However that does not mean that I will be doing what others expect of me all the time. I am consciously aware that I like working and helping people. I am also aware that what I plan to pursue in my life/career is not going to make me some sort of millionaire and famous person. That does not disturb me. What really bothers me is that my should wants me to be that. my should wants me to make money...I am not my should. The people around me are my should.
I have not found all of my must but I am headed there. I want my career to represent who I am and my life in general. I want my must to be my career and my career to be my must. I leave this duty to my awareness and to time for they both know when and how I will find my calling.
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Reading Notes Macbeth ACT 3
Act 3 Scene 1:
- Banquo giving credit to the witches about their prophecies
- Macbeth is king
- Macbeth insist that Banquo be at the feast....hmm? foreshadowing?
- Macbeth fears Banquo b/c he is an honest man
- Macbeth will kill Banquo's sons
- Macbeth brainwashes the murder to think everything was Banquo's fault
- Macbeth goes into comparison of men and dogs, which ones are slow and fast etc
- Macbeth wants Banquo and Fleance dead and plans his death with the 2 murders
Scene 2:
- dialogue between Macbeth and Lady Macbeth
- speaking of Banquo
- Macbeth is a bit paranoid and acting afraid like a coward
Scene 3:
- Murder scene of Banquo and escape of Fleance
- Cut of Banquo's head
- Macbeth can't shake terrible/murderous images out of his head but has to act normal
- Things bad begun make strong themselves ill
Scene 4:
- At the feast
- The murders enter and tell Macbeth what has occurred
- Lady Macbeth taking charge at the feast....taking Macbeth's masculinity
- Macbeth sees the ghost of Banquo
- He sits in Macbeth's seat
- Attendants of feast do not know Banquo is dead...assumed he missed the feast for some pther reason
- Macbeth talking to the ghost
- Ghost vanishes
- The guest leave the feast and Macbeth is beyong paranoid and abnormal and obvious as can be
- Macbeth and Lady Macbeth sleep
Scene 5:
- Witch and Hecate dialogue
- Hecate disturbed b/c witches did not say anything about telling Macbeth his prophecies
- Hecate plans to trick Macbeth with more illusions
- And you all know, security is mortals' chiefest enemy
Scene 6:
- Dialogue between Lennox and Lord
- Not sure about Macbeth and want help from outside source/powers
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